I’ve never been on a real rollercoaster. I would look at them as a child and simply freeze. The thought of all that out of controlness…I couldn’t even bring myself to do the high jump at school! (Highly embarrassing!).
I don’t know if other people with bpd are the same?
Anyway…I’ve woken up this morning feeling like I’m on a year-long rollercoaster ride. I had a cheerful conversation with Lovely Boyfriend last night where he laughed at my tales of Ragnar. I got on top of Christmas shopping deals.
But I also had weird dreams and I’ve woken up tired and down. I know I’ll feel better once I get on with things but the thought of pushing myself back up the tracks is exhausting. Especially when I’ve no idea what’s coming next.
Sigh…good job I have that great life stabiliser. Chocolate.